Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Blog

To desert a blog would be like leaving a friend who, without your help, would be stuck forever. never moving forward. never progressing.

*Like a vampire, addicted to, something we are able to kill for are, comments and posts. But we are not like that...we get what we can, cause we are vegetarians*

so if you were a blog writer/publisher, would you would desert your blog for a new one? leave all those old posts behind. have i not taught you enough for you to know that writing, no matter how old, can affect past, present, and future.

why can you not be pleased and grateful for what you have that is constant and sure. instead of changing it up just because you can. i mean, you already have this amazing blog. is that not enough?

a blog is about your life, continuous, it doesn't/shouldn't/couldn't end after on year. a blog isn't like a book. where you can just end one story and start on the next. it is a continuous, full of twists, turns, dilemmas, answers, changes and adventures. It is life in writing form. That never ends.

Don't you think?

**Watch Twilight series to understand any connections. i.e. vegetarians, addicted, kill for, and so on...

Sunday, December 26, 2010

BIBLICAL STORY TIME

AHHHH.....GOTTA LOVE THAT IRONY
THOSE CONNECTIONS
THOSE MUTUALLY UNDERSTOOD IRONIC CONNECTIONS

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Christmas!

7 Days...

‘Til when? You ask.

10080 Minutes...

‘Til when? You ask.

604800 Seconds...

‘Til when? You ask.

60400000 milliseconds...


‘Til when? You ask.


‘Til when? You ask.

Persistently

Confusedly

Impatiently


‘Til when? You ask.

Once again,

Persistently

Confusedly

Impatiently


‘Til when? You ask.

But this time,

I answer...

‘Til presents

‘Til memories

‘Til grateful smiles

‘Til family


‘Til Christmas

Friday, December 17, 2010

LOVE

Is it worth it?

The pain?

The being confused?

Is it worth it?

The risk?

The being worried?

Is it worth it?

The hurt?

The being broken hearted?

Is it really worth it?

Falling in love?

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Books

Sometimes I read
To get the adventure.
Or the suspense.
Or the Romance.

But most of all,
I read
For reassurance
That everything
Will be okay
That nothing
Won't not be

That everything is
Going to be
All right
That the problem will be
Resolved

Between
Darcy and Elizabeth
Bingley and Jane
Best friends
Family
Eragon and Aria
School
The King and I
Money
Beliefs
Harry and Voldemort

Because in books
They will
Resolve

No one has lose their house
No one has break their heart
Nothing scary has to happen
Anyone evil can be defeated
No one has to die

And if they do happen
Its okay
Because it't not
Real
And everyone
Knows
It will be okay

But life really is like
A story book with
Princes
Frogs
Wishes
Superpowers

With the steady, constant things
The new page every so many lines
Every page number in chronological order
Period at ends of sentences

But also with
The different smells of each book
The plots twists
The different messes on each page
The bent spine

And so I look to
Books
But for more than the
Story


Wednesday, December 8, 2010

To say

OMG (oh my gosh, not the other one....)

I have been told i don't high-five hard enough

That i did great

That i really am special

I must be having a hard day

It doesn't matter

Thanks

Good job

I messed up

I look pretty

Its nothing special

Duh



But honestly, what do they know?

Maybe, its not what they say, but what we hear

Relief

Just Relief

Relief that it’s over

That the inevitable has finally happened

Relief that the suffering wasn’t prolonged

That nothing more could have happened

Relief, that I am thankful

Not angry, not depressed

Just Relief

Friday, December 3, 2010

Festival of Trees

Shopping for...
Aviators
T-shirts
Nail Polish
See's Candies

Makes a three and a half hours of volunteer work way worth it!

Monday, November 29, 2010

Adult Truths

Adult Truths (sorry adults)

1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your
computer history if you die.
2. Nothing stinks more than that moment during an argument when you realize
you're wrong.
3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was
younger.
4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.
5. How are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?
6. Was learning cursive really necessary?
7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on # 5. I'm pretty sure
I know how to get out of my neighborhood.
8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the
person died.
9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired.
10. Bad decisions make good stories. 
11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work
when you know that you just aren't going to do anything
productive for the rest of the day.
12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I
don't want to have to restart my collection...again.
13. I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks
me if I want to save any changes to my ten-page technical report that
I swear I did not make any changes to.
14. I keep some people's phone numbers in my phone just so I know not
to answer when they call.
15. I think the freezer deserves a light as well.
16. I disagree with Kay Jewelers. I would bet on any given Friday or
Saturday night more kisses begin with Miller Lite than Kay.
17. I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.
18. I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.
19. How many times is it appropriate to say "What?" before you just
nod and smile because you still didn't hear or understand a word they
said?
20. I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars team
up to prevent a jerk from cutting in at the front. Stay strong,
brothers and sisters!
21. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get
dirty, and you can wear them forever.
22. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still
not know what time it is.
23. Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car
keys in a pocket, finding their cell phone, and Pinning the Tail on
the Donkey, but I'd bet everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time, every time.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

The Christmas Tree

Christmas Trees...

The smell

The sight

The beauty

The memories

The good times

The picky choosing

All proving that 3 hours of browsing was not in vain...thank goodness

Friday, November 26, 2010

Black Friday

Black Friday

12:00 (am-let me remind you) standing in a mile (almost) long line to get to old navy. Freezing our behinds off. Almost literally.

1:00 (still am) standing in another line-thank goodness it’s in the store this time…

2:00 (you guessed it-am) am home after an hour of getting lost-through streets parallel to each other…how sad, I know

3-5:00 (am-really) thankfully, sleeping

6-8:00 (am) shopping at the mall, half delirious from lack of sleep

9-11:00 (am still-thankfully) getting my beauty sleep

12:00 (pm-finally) do you know how hungry you are after shop-til-you-drop shopping? And after a deep night’s sleep, really, you can’t blame me for

1:00 (pm-after a long day) guess. Guess what we do next? Guess. Shop. As if we need more of it.

2-5:00 (pm-no way!) sttttiiilll sssshhhhhhhoopppinngggg…………and dropping

6:00 (pm) eating food from the gods-macaroni and cheese and toast

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Synesthesia

Hannah

The colors of my name

Monday, November 22, 2010

Hope for Snow

Sometimes you wish for sun.
Or rain.
Or mist
Or fog.
Or rainbows
Or lightning
Or thunder
Or clouds
Or hail.
And they all come.
Then you wish for snow.You wake up every morning, hoping
Hoping
Hoping in vain.
Because it doesn't come, instead school does, and extra homework. And so you keep hoping
And hoping
And, again, hoping in vain.
Because it doesn't come, instead rain does, and fog and steady drizzles. So you keep hoping.
And hoping.
And this time, it snows. And this time, instead of school, or homework, or rain, fog and drizzels, you get
snow.
And it comes.
It does.
So hope.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Waking Up

Sometimes it feels like you wake up, and you look around you and you see that your life is a lie. People around you are not who you thought they were, they make choices that disappoint you. Make you cry. Make you want to scream. And sometimes you wish you never woke up, then you think of all the times where it was like you were in that groggy, half asleep state and you think you know what is going on, you sense something is not right. You see how you are different than others around you. And you wonder. And then you realize what is going on. But you also realize that you can't say the words out loud, because they are not yours to say. So you wonder. And wonder. And keep wondering. Then that day comes. One that changes your life. And you again, want to cry, want to scream. You want to blame. You want to cause pain. But you can't. You can't. So you do the only thing you can do. Love. And Love. And keep loving.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Becoming

Overrated

School

Teachers

Popularity

IB Program

Southridge

Justin Beiber

Mayo

Dishwashers

MASHO

Stalkers


Underrated

Showers

Blogs :)

Outgoing

Gradparents

Family

Apple cider

Thanksgiving

Hot cocoa

Deodorant

Pillows

Pencil top erasers

Pride and Prejudice (the old movie)

A good nights rest

Emily Dickinson

Dork Board

Smiling

Sprinting

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Our World

What has the world come to, when people (not to name names) can pull a muscle/hurt their arm when playing Wii (intense game!) or playing badminton (who knows)? It is a sad one. Let me tell you.

But you know what’s a happy one??? When you make your first goal in your last game!!! Pretty cool J….It was amazing, no biggie!!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Just The Way You Are

Just The Way You Are Bruno Mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

http://www.directlyrics.com/bruno-mars-just-the-way-you-are-lyrics.html

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Last Soccer Game!!

Its an hour past. Crowds gone. Players at parties, celebrating. Coaches napping. Opponents recuperating. Reporters selling the story. Me? I stand. Smelling of sweat. Of pain, of effort, of determination. My one place to get away. My one place to forget the pain, the hurt, the falling short. The one place to be myself. To not worry, because I know it's the one place where when the grasses gets bent, they can straighten again, where even if the ball is kicked out of bounds, someone will always throw it back in, and where I know, for a fact, that it is just a game. That no matter what happens, everything can be repaired, promises kept, and castles rebuilt. My soccer field is my home.

Ready to pone this game??

Lets get pumped!!

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

OMG (oh my gosh, not the other one....)

I have been told i don't high-five hard enough

That i did great

That i really am special

I must be having a hard day

It doesn't matter

Thanks

Good job

I messed up

I look pretty

Its nothing special

Duh



But honestly, what do they know?

Maybe, its not what they say, but what we hear

A Message-for people who need it

THIS IS A MESSAGE TO THE PEOPLE WHO RUN SCHOOLS: who fired my personal hw doer?? i have so much...its not even funny!! And it is only the 2nd month of school! NOT COOL!! Don't say its my fault......procrastinating or something........the teaches just think it it really cool, and funny i guess, to give loads!! NOT COOL!! don't you realize we have lives too? as do the teachers-who have to grade the many tons of the stuff they have to assign! NOT COOL!! i also don't think you realize how we need, operative word being need, extra curricular activites-not the ones after school, i mean, that just makes us have less time to finish the loads of hw we have to do-i mean the ones that take place, for example, during dragon time, or lunch, or "recess". but do we, as middle and high schools have any of those?? let me tell you loud and clear: NO! so, NOT COOL!!

i, and i speak for many of my peers as well, hope you realize that sometimes, it is NOT COOL! sometimes it gets too much. and sometimes it gets too intense. so, here, let me tell you another thing, just another friendly suggestion, lighten up. don't you want us to have great memories of school? so we can have a positive influence on our kids and friends, who will, overall, be the leaders of this world?? because what this comes down too-is not how smart we will become, but how we will this affect the future?? we do not want a controlling, precise, and number-addicted future. yes we want a controlled (which, let me tell you, is different from controlling), a smart generation. i know this is true. i know it. we want to be able to make mistakes, we want to be able to learn from them, and we want to have the best future possible. i mean, do we really want a dystopia?? but is there a way for this not to happen?? sometimes, we have to have fun. we have to do what we want. Sometimes, what we think is best, is really different from what is. So i ask you, is this it??

"We have to be the change we want to see in the world." -Mahatma Gandhi.

Friday, October 29, 2010

Fantabulous

Fantabulous!!!

Yes, it is a word. I know, it’s pretty cool.

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/fantabulous

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Halloween

Halloween is the best….but so is Trunk or Treat, especially when you win a bet with your friend-and they owe you a piece of candy.

Reeces Peanut-Butter Cups

Skittles

M&M’s

Starbursts

Kit Kat

Milkyway

Snickers

Jolly Ranchers

Hershey’s Chocolate

Cnady Corn

Lemon Heads

Air Heads

Nerds

Smarties

SweeTarts

Dum Dums

Mint Patties

Butterfingers

Tootsie Pop

3 Musketeers

Laffy Taffy

Almond Joys

Mentos

Mr. Goodbar

Sympathy

Crackle

Tootsie Rolls

Bubble Double

Bottle Caps

Pixie Stix

FunDip

Eyeballs

Heath

Twix

Ahhhh…The many joys of Halloween

Monday, October 25, 2010

Ughhh

Know those days when you honestly can’t stand that one person?

When you just want to squish his head?

And you are kinda glad you aren’t carrying a gun, cause who knows what you might do with it to that person?

And when you sit next to him you feel like saying a really mean thing that only you could say that would be the ultimate diss?

And you can’t wait to change seating?

And you've known him forever, so anything, everything he does is annoying

And he seems to show off so he can get popular

And you have to clench your teeth when you talk to him so you won't say something horrible

And you are super glad the day is over just so you won't have to look at him

And when he's a jerk

Know those days?

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Don't Be

I hate it when people do things they know they shouldn’t do, and they do it for stupid reasons too. And I get mad, and I never get mad. Like when someone embarrasses a girl in front of a whole Spanish class-then those idiots all laugh. Or when a Mormon dates before they’re 16 (jerk). Especially when a ref continues a game when a girl in doubled over in pain. Moral of the day: They suck. Don’t be those people.

Everywhere we go

People wanna know

Who we are

So we tell them

We are the Riot

Fighting fighting Riot

Friday, October 22, 2010

PEOPLE

Sometimes it’s not the things that make your day, but the people. The people that maybe you haven’t seen for a while, the people you see every day and the people you look forward to seeing.

People that have made my day today, that influence me every day, and make me smile all the time (though not necessarily in this order) :

Mrs. Albright

Emily

Mom

Piwonka

Hana

Madeleine

Sophia

Amber

Mr. Lazzaro

Reese’s peanut butter cups



ps.hahaha-i used the font impact (get it?)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

My Body Test

El cuerpo

La cabeza

Los brazos

Los pies

La cieja

Los dedos

Los penstanas

Los piensas

La pecha

La espalda

El pelo

No one really knows what they are, but somehow, they all matter

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Now And Laters

Now and Laters

Hard ‘N Fruity NOW

Soft and Chewy LATER

Pretty much bomb. No biggie.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Today

Today.
School?
Nah.

Today.

Vacation?
Nah.

Today.

Tests?
Nah.

Today.

Homework?
Nah.

Today.
Braces are
coming
off.
Today.

9:20

Though it is not only those little things...sometimes its those big things. Those birthdays, those straight A's, or those family vacations. In my case, getting my braces off. That is huge. For me, I mean.

Fianlly, after 2 years, 2 years and 2 months, they will be gone. Today at 9:20, my teeth will be perfect. No blemishes. Which, I must say, is totally cool with me.

Still, I'm freaking out, as in, I am super nervous. No reason to, though. I mean, I have been waiting for this moment for 2 years and 2 months. What's not to like, right? But I think I'll get over it. No worries.

Its going to be pretty much amazing. No biggie.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Game!!

Sometimes it’s those little things that send you over the edge-tipping the scale from happy to ecstatic or from sad to depressed.


Like to today for example, our soccer game. The first ½ we are tied. Sure, we get shots on goal, though none took. ¾ into the game, Hana makes an amazing run. Dodging the defenders, she makes an amazing shot. It is the kind you know that will go in before it has. We were all screaming as soon as the ball left her feet. There we were, ecstatic, hugging, laughing, jumping. Winning.

Friday, October 15, 2010

FRIDAY

Friday!, Friday!, Friday!, Friday!, Friday!, Friday!, Friday!, Friday!, Friday!, Friday!, Friday!, Friday!!!

The thing is, you can never quite say it enough!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Poem!!

I am you

And you are me.

The only words that matter

Are the words that say

I am you

And you are me

And we

Are.

-Patricia MacLachlan

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

MEGHAN

EVERYONE!! GUESS WHAT!!!????

let me tell, you since you probably won't guess

but ill let you try:

.......no

........no

..........no

well, here goes.....(don't laugh, I'm pretty psyched!!)

Meghan's coming home!!

but really, it will be fun, so DON'T JUDGE!!

Monday, October 11, 2010

BROTHERS

Brothers!!!
Yet I still wonder what i would do without them

Thursday, September 30, 2010

BEAVERTON VS SOUTHRIDGE

Guess what?? Its the big weekend!!

BEAVERTON vs SOUTHRIDGE!!!

And do you want to hear a secret...actually, its not a secret, so yell it loud and clear (epecially so southridge can hear it)?????

Well, here goes...BEAVERTON is going to KILL southridge!!! Just sayin :) cause their team is kinda.......well, not the best. i mean, they have sophomore on the varsity team-which should tell you about how well their team plays!!

Well, see you at the game!

Monday, September 27, 2010

The Tree

This tree is a special one, it has been through a lot. Decapitated, destroyed at the trunk where it matters most. Yet despite all of its hardships, it has only grown closer together, the branches thickening and strengthening. Because the poison that was once part of it, has been cut off. The leaves have become more lush, and they multiply many more times quicker than ever before. But because the tree was cut down, it is laying on its side, and it knows it won't ever be put back up, because the things that were done were irreparable. so it is crying. Crying all the tears it hadn't when it was in the shock of being cut down. Because this wasn't a one day thing. This tree has been cut many times before it fell. So here it is, clinging to the one thing it knows won't move, the one thing it had originally sprouted out from, then took root in it. The stability of the ground comforts it. And so here it will lay, as the the other trees grow tall and strong, it must remain on the ground, because of those many cuts, those many degrading actions that had taken place, all ending in he call of Timber! on Saturday afternoon. Sometimes the tree wonders how tall it might have grown, how strong it might have gotten, if it hadn't been cut down...And each new day, it has to forgive. Forgive the damage that was done. So it does. But that does not repair the damage, it only makes room for love. Because it knows now, that at the end of the day, what else really matters? It is the love that holds this tree together, even when it was the thing that was threatening, keeps it from rotting, from falling all the way apart.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Friday!

Guess what?? just in case you don't know.....its FRIDAY!!!!!!!! just sayin'. idk why, but i am pretty psyched!! today was amazing! but long.........and math was booorrring. so was science. and english. and last and definatly least, spanish. no worries though, every minute, its getting better!!

so, with your extremely amazing, fun, exciting, lovable, happy, miraculous, great, awesome, incredible, fascinating, marvelous, stunning, surprising, unbelievable, wonderful, enjoyable, amusing, boisterous, lively, entertaining, merry, exquisite, pleasing, nice, captivating, splendid, delectable, Friday..what will you do?

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

MOVING OUT AND MOVING IN

Ashton (my older brother) moved out, he went to college-finally! And so, we changed rooms........and......wait for it.........guess who got there own room????

No, really, guess.

Me!!! Last night was my first time, like ever, sleeping in my own room! I am pretty psyched!

Just sayin'

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

PLAYING PRINCESS

Remember those days when we could be what ever we wanted? A princess one day, a pirate the next? Or a a famous actor and singer one minute, then instantly switch to a flying bird? You could be anything, you could do anything. Now, we have the choice and the chance to become what we want. A teacher, an archeologist, an author, a photographer, a drug and alcohol counselor, a FBI agent...anything.The only difference is that we are actually are doing them. What used to be fantasy, has become a reality. But the point is, that you can still do anything. That is the power of America. We are taught that no matter how hard or difficult the task seems, if we keep trying, take some risks, and believe, we can accomplish even the impossible. And now, as we get older, everything that had seemed so distant, is coming, nearer and nearer. And the only thing we can do is prepare, and know that we can be anything, or do anything. Just love, just care, and just forgive. Because at the end of the day, when we are done playing princess, singing in our own 1 person audience concerts, and flying through our skies wings spread wide, that is all that really matters.

Monday, September 13, 2010

H&C

Hannah and Carley
At first look, we are the same. We are labeled as twins, the identical kind, exactly alike. Yet as you get to know us, we become different, because we are different, we are not the same. We are the Twinsies, Hannahcarley (as one word), Smith Twins or girls, HC, and The Twinkies. We are Hannah and Carley.

Some may say we are identical, inside and out. But others, those few who really know us, can testify against that. We may look a lot alike, but in reality, we are as alike as the colors blue and yellow. Carley has short (or should I say, shorter) hair, no braces, and loves to play basketball. I, on the other hand, have long hair, braces, and instead of basketball, I love to play soccer. Although we are different, we are still very alike. We both have blue eyes, have a great time with our friends, and love to read. If it weren’t for school, our lives would single-handedly be made up of sports, friends, and books. Yet we cannot deny the inevitable, we go to school. We go 5 days out of a week, 6 hours and 25 minutes every day, 4 classes a day, and do homework (a continuation of school) every night. Sad day, I know. This is another thing we hold in common; we both think school is boring. Carley is a yellow, a bright and excited color. I am a blue, a happy, soothing color. Separate they are simply primary colors, but together, they create green, a secondary color, something new, running deeper and fuller, because together, we become much more.

We all have names. Something we are called. Whether good or bad, we constantly are being labeled. Yet these names are not who we really are, our actions determine who we become. Both Carley and I are students, learners and sisters. We are both sisters in law, soon maybe even aunts. We also all have things we are referred to, each of us has something that we are specified as, either as a name or not. Carley is usually the “loud one” as I am the more “subdued” between the two of us. She can never stop talking or just start making sound quietly. When she talks, it is always loud for everyone to hear, so what she says is never missed. I prefer to hum, making sound that way, expressing my feelings, or talking quietly, my words meant for only the few I was aiming them towards. But because we are all being labeled, constantly, we must act who how we want to be called. To us, having the right name is important, for what we are called is who people see us as, not who we really are. We are different, because she is Carley, and I am Hannah.

Characteristics are what make up who we are. All of us have many of these unique traits. Carley is always loud, bursting of energy, which she gets rid of by her blaring and boisterous actions. She readily accepts anyone who crosses her path, and everyone who does, can feel her passion and love for basketball just radiate off of her. She has the air of being a leader. You can tell just by the way she acts around people, and in turn, how they react when they are near her. I, like her, am full of energy, but I, on the other hand, use it and express it not only through my actions, but through my ideas. I communicate these ideas and thoughts through writing. I spend all of my free time in bed, reading and writing. Or you can see me in the kitchen, creating, baking and cooking something containing chocolate. I, also, have something on which I rely heavily on, something to take out my anger, my hurt, everything that went wrong that day. I rely on soccer. Soccer, to me, is more than a mere sport, it is something I love, something I use to get my out my feelings. We all have, and we all are made up of these traits, they are who we are.

I pause to think what I would be like without Carley. Would I be the loud one, always talking? Would I love basketball, or even play it at all? Would I have my own room? Or what if I wasn’t here? Would she love to bake, not just eat? Would she prefer soccer over basketball? Then I stop, I realize that it doesn’t matter what it might have been, because we are both here now. So now, instead, I wonder what we can do, who we can be. And although we are very alike, we are also different at the same time. And I know, without a doubt, that we are alike, yet not the same, we are close, yet not one. We are Hannah and Carley, a vibrant green.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Books

Sometimes I read
to get the adventure.
Or the suspense.
Or the Romance.

But most of all,
I read
For reassurance
That everything
will be okay
That nothing
won't not be

That everything is
going to be
all right
That the problem will be
resolved

Between
Darcy and Elizabeth
Bingley and Jane
Best friends
Family
Eragon and Aria
School
The King and I
Money
Beliefs
Harry and Voldemort


Because in books
They will
Resolve

No one has lose their house
No one has break their heart
Nothing scary has to happen
Anyone evil can be defeated
No one has to die

And if they do happen
Its okay
Because it't not
Real
And everyone
Knows
It will be okay

But life really is like
A story book with
Princes
Frogs
Wishes
Superpowers

With the steady, constant things
The new page every so many lines
Every page number in chronological order
Period at ends of sentences

But also with
The different smells of each book
The plots twists
The different messes on each page
The bent spine

And so I look to
Books
But for more than the
Story



Thursday, September 9, 2010

BRACES!

Guess What?? I get my braces off on October 18th, which is currently my favorite day! I am super psyched!!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Hey Everyone!
I know the picture probably doesn't make sense unless you were in my 7th grade English class. So here, it has to do with this poem I wrote. I wanted to add it to my blog because to me, it is something of a fantasy-don't worry, it's not real!

DAISIES

Surrounded by daises

I begin

He loves me, he loves me not

With the sky so pure

And spring so near

He loves me, he loves me not

With happy laugher echoing across the school grounds

And the bounce of a ball against the pavement

He loves me, he loves me not

One can only hope

Only wish

He loves me, he loves me not

Feeling a gaze like nails-piercing me to the heart

But they’re eyes that are full of wonder-confusion

He loves me, he loves me not

I look up

He is watching me

He loves me, he loves me not

I am sitting on grass, prickly like needles

My bare purple nails are winking with the sun

He loves me, he loves me not

He stands and smiles

My heart feels like it is going to blow away

He loves me, he loves me not

But it is heavy, and stays on the ground

He is walking past me

He loves me, he loves me not

He keeps going-

I am but a fly buzzing on the window

He loves me, he loves me not

Stopping, he bends down on one knee-picking up something

A daisy

He loves me, he loves me not

Now-picking off the petals, one at a time

Smiling at some, wincing at others

He loves me, he loves me not

He is grinning

Holding his daisy like a crown

He loves me, he loves me not

With one petal left on his crown

He glances up at me

He loves me, he loves me not

He is standing-walking

Towards me

He loves me, he loves me not

Pulling me to my feet-our hands are clasped by our sides

He whispers in my ear, picking the last jewel off his crown

She loves me