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Bleeding Love Leona Lewis

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

BONDS.....or UNITY???

There are things that create bonds:

Apples to Apples (CANADA-i still don't get that?)
Psych
Rosting Marshmallows (I won...without a doubt!)
Cutting through who-knows-who's backyard (We're all Mormon right?!)
Telling scary stories (Scritch Scratch)
Dressing up like pioneers
Baking (Did you see how many cookies we went through in 1 night?)
Hiking for longer than we slept (Dang-Kirsten was so lucky!!)
Eating popcorn
Making awkward conversation (gee-lets not do that again! k?)
You going somewhere? (Uhhh...yeah)

Though not necessarily in this order...

SONG

I love this song...listen to it :)

It makes me feel really strong

Like I can get through what ever happens

Skyscraper Demi Levato

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it’s ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There’s nothing left of me

Chorus
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper (2x)

Verse 2
As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I bleed
All my windows still are broken
But I’m standing on my feet
Chorus
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
And go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper (2x)

Bridge
Go run run run
I’m gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear (yeah ohh)
Go run run run
Yeah it’s a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

Chorus
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper (ohhhh)
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper

Divorce

A YEAR

How has it been this long? Since that one Saturday afternoon that started it all? That one Saturday that seemed to fold, squish, and then finally, stomp on my life.

A YEAR

How is it possible to come so far? For so much to change-for everything to be different? Adjusting to new family, new homes, new friends.

A YEAR

Why is it that something can be such a blur but so vivid at the same time. Like time flashed before your eyes without hardly any of your knowledge, but it is still there. Each tear, each angry, confused thought impossible to forget

A YEAR

And though I am not sure about very much. I am sure that, although everything has changed, that my life has been flipped upside down, then right side up, then upside down again, I have a family where ever I am. I have friends who support and love me. And I have a church that even if everything else changed, will stay the same and will build me up, help me stand a little taller each day.

TIME

So now, I don't count years. I don't want to waste a time in confusion, in anger, or even in sadness. No. I will count each day that passes, and thank God for it. Thank God for the family, no matter how messed up it is, the friends, even if they are a bit crazy, and the church that is hard sometimes, but is better in the long run, that I have. That I can call mine

Questions

YES

I live in Utah

I am a twin

I have a facebook

I am Mormon

I have been on Trek

I love to read

NO

I don't have one home

I don't have a job

I don't have enemies (dang, i don't think so!)

I can't drive

I don't hate anyone

I don't have tons of money

Why these questions....of all questions??